Monday, June 26, 2006

6:41 AM

Holidays ~~~ All Over........................

ah...
haven't being updating but there is alot to wirte about
do away with all the nitty gritty stuff
and basically the whole june holidys in haf being engaged in lots of volunter work
haven't being talking abt it but it is denfinately sumthing that i enjoy doing
given he chance to exercise planning and excetuting events and at a same time contributing and helping others.

haf da say that the progress of the project is so far so good, but the worst could still happen and i believe we are on guard for any changes and will be able to turn all disadvantages into our favor =)

life as always, leading a carfree life without studies to bother about is wat i do during the holidays but if i were to choose, i would prefer to engage in plannings of events , maybe it is wat i find comfort in doing for now....

Leadership issues that i explored
ever since backing out from the leaderships opportunities that the college could offer, i wonder if i had made the rite decision, to lead a more carefree life than my class SC mates........ was it a good one? i am not sure, in me there is tis feeling urging me to step forward every opportunity for leadership post, but i gave it up, (sighsss) but luckily thx to "Eva" , she gave me the chance to be invlove in such work again ( ahh! the good old days). ok soo there is some consolation then, anyway to all my friends who assume leadership post congrats and all the best, u make me envy u dudes =)

by the way i took tis little test in tickle , ( briefly it is about which class of people i am in ) and i am more in the provider class rather than in some leadership class hmmm strange..... but i think tat is quite true in a sense i cannot really lead people, i haf seen in others that they can command the respect and attention that they need from the people, i am more easy going and do not tend to haf tat command aura in me though,( i know it as i haf been through it) i thought i could do it by theory and statistic but then when it comes down to doing it ya u know...=) either way the ture enjoyment through this process is the planning stages where we had our meetings, u know when people get involve in hot heated debates the learning takes place and i will see to it i will be the to learn from others and contribute my knowledge. ha

well tats all for tis issue that is quite intersting for me for the past few months

well and there is an other issue that i would like to address
to all friends who know abt "G" tis person ya u sort ta know wat i wanna say then

arrgh weeks after weeks an after weeks
tis is pure agony, in my whole 17 years of exsistance haf i not been put through tis much agony before though,
i haf read through my chinese horoscope though, it is generally a year wif not much luck on the dragons side , though tis is not my main agony though, i haf been through other low years as well but they were well though

"G" indeed is a good fellow, and a loyal friend that one could ever ask for, i think tis is rare nowdays and friends usually lose contact wif one another after years ( tats wat my father always says based on his experience). well i think gerald can go beyond the tides of time and maintain the contacts ( well it is still subjected to reality though things might turn out to be different but i am quite sure he can be a good and loyal friend)

judging from tis isit he a good guy ( well hahahaha)

"wat makes u think i make the decision casually then, ohoho call me a coward after i end tis friendship....." ok so be it call me a coward i accept it thank u very much, but wait pause and think i think i haf tried alot and still nothing has improved for the better, so was it a cowradly act for me to do ? there is two basic roads to take and it is either to go ahead wif it or to back away from it , " go ahead failed" and it is more than half a dozen times though................

i think at tis point of time, at this moment i find tis issue quite childish though, ya including me
there are a few ppl who know tis though and each of then haf their stands on tis issue and well wahh if tis 'G' person did not meet me though...............

i still cannot reach a decision at tis moment though, ya it is under pending process, i still haf other matters to attend to though...........

ok tat aside..............

to end tis entry i jus wanna to mention that there is anime by ken akamatsu " mahora sensei negima" nice anime funny and hilarious! cool and quite intersting, currently i am collecting the mangas for this particular story on negima now standing at book 14 and at the same time collecting tsubasa no.14 coming out soon too =)
nice
have a good day and gd luck to all in pioneer in their midyears dudes! =)

fujima out