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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

5:42 AM
Life is determine by one's Choice

man man damm it la long time no blog, nvm i jus haf to make it up wif a long post tis time round =) ,

Let me start off from te leftover holiday period after the BBQ from fridays onwards, ok so the BBQ was great, had fun and some good moments, then is back to my boring life, getting stuck at home was one of the common things tat i do , playing away as hard as i could as i anticipate tat the new term of jc will not be so relaxing la ( i was proved to be rite later on), then son sat and sunday, was the fund raising project tat i was involved in, we got into deeper discussions, planning our project with the organisation's representative ( johnathan) ya he enlighten us on our path for the project and of course we were more clearer on wat we wanted to do la =) good, but then he worst came for me , we got into a heaed debate over some issues and i got fustrated unable to covince my team members abt my thinking, well i just felt unease abt some issues on the project itself then i jus sat there like a statue doin nothing la as they disscussed theu the project and i listened on only, srry guys if i had afected u ppl in anyway during that time srry srry = , then i spent tatwhole day antagonising my uneasing feeling tat day, and jus realised it was my fault, why i shan say a word more........


then next would be the restart of the school term la , great to see old friends came back like karissa who was suppose to be a cjc instead but made it back in to pjc thru appeal =), full of hopes on the teacher tat i will get, full of hopes on the time table, full of hopes of the new school term, but it was dashed, shattered or watever word tat has the same meaning of destruction, all the hopes were jus dashed one afer another, and i jus sat there at the end of the whole day antagonising my srry fate, to me everything jus hit me too fast, like the attack on pearl harbor by the japanese whereby everything was destroy in minutes, it will be some time before i get my act together again =), there are jus too "many things to handle" =( i told myself, monday ended with me devastated , like the americans too after the attack, haizzzzz,


" a call to arms!! the enermy is here!!"
tat was wat i told myself to get ready for, a "war!"
then jus i thought the journey was going to be damm tough, in he darkness, light shone upon me and then two things came upon me on tis special day 21/3/06 ( 2 months ater tis seventheen birthday), first i can go home at 12.30 pm on friday due to a shift in the econs tutorial yay!, next my idea of staying back and doing work wif my friends came true, ya i stayed back wif gerald karrisa and hikari, ya to do work then talk of the old times la, it was a gd thing as it relives my current pain and i also get to do work. so ya wouldn't it be better to do yur work wif frens and enjoy the process and get some work done la =) . ya so it was decided for me tat i will do work after school wif my frens whenever i can =) ok tat all from me now

kenji out-



Friday, March 17, 2006

5:13 AM
yesterday was the BBQ for my PAE class 06s08
i met up wif gerald at bukit panjang interchange at arun 11 am and we headed to jurong east interchange wif gerald in high spirits, iwas still not tat high yet la but then gerald jus kept rattling away talking about "pasa maliam" *make shift markets*, about its burgers n sugercane jucies, ya then we waited at jurong east interchange till most of the 06s08 ppl came and we left for bedok mrt and had our lunch there, then we took bus to east coast then we went to settle at our BBQ pit, tis is our first offical outing as 06s08(PAE), many came but some did not b'cos o some reasons or another lah, lets take sm for example, the whole class pleaded wif her to come but then she did not come, anyway she actually was tired from her earlier activity during the day and couldn't come, then there were those who had to leave halfway before the BBQ started, karissa-cos she got sumthing on later on, then Andrea- cos she also had sumthing on to, buty the majority were still at the pit. however guys if u missed this bbq thing dun worry this is not the last 06s08 gathering , we will meet again "someday " :) so if there is another gatherin "MUST COME :)"

then of course the food came then we started BBQing and eating, chating yah it was jus like free and easy for each of us la, then came the most memorable thing i did for he day, the sky clear so gerald and i went for a chat talking abt games and animes and mangas and sum life things under the open skies, and oh ya i sang and sang those orientation songs as i gazed at the stars it was truly one of the pleasures tat i had for the day. then comes sayonara, "go home liao" haizz i wished tat the day would never end but it ended so ya, went home had a shower and went directly to bed "snorezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz" :)



Tuesday, March 14, 2006

3:54 AM
snorezzzzzzzzzzz........zzzzzzzzzzz .....POP!
oops i had been a sleeping dragon for tis few days srry :P

let me start from last friday:
ok to put it short it was the blast of the orientation period!!!!!! fun dance , mass dance, cheering, road run , traditional games were jus sum of the highlights of the days
jus let me skip the day and get on to the campfire wooooh yah it is really a blast ! especially when the og27 tat i was in celebrated our bond in the dances ! woooh the great feeling in me jus can't be expressed in words :)
oh yeah jus in the morning i got to noe tat i got into the MCP combination and was same class wif gerald :) , n ya another thing, karissa joined back PJC after her appeal into SAJC fell thru, welcome back gal! :) hope ye enjoy yur stay in pjc, n oh i heard of yur new class 06s16, dun worry you will get to meet an old friend of mine he is a cool guy! :)

the nxt thing i wan to move on to was the weekends
i spent my week ends in my secondary school at a Part A camp
nvm the nature of the camp but its was damm boring, bah how could i haf gotten used to the new boring situation after a having a exciting blast on friday and wrost of all i had little sleep on sat nite and was quite tired on sun when i woke up thx to the uncomfortable makeshift tables tat was used as beds haizzzzz

then on sunday had the meeting wif my frens invloving in the funds rasing project, ok had some disscussions and we ame to our conclusions ok and the next step is to ace our target!

then i went home with my ragged tired body and lay straight on the bed and wnet snoring till now heheh :)

tats all for now :) n cya guys out there soon remember! this thurs? 06s08? yah must go hor! :)
snoorezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............................

kenji out



Thursday, March 09, 2006

4:59 AM
:) ok so it seems tat yesterday was a blast , oops srry for not bloggin yesterday

the fun dance games and cheers we had hyped me up but then the unexpected happened.........
hey! gerald is not enthu! huh those of u who noe him, u noe he is sooooo! enthu in everything, and he would be the last person expected to get "low"
ya he skipped the house gatherings n sat in the canteen, stoning?
i think it could be b'cos of the "disbandment" of the bowlin team tat he is in
( cheer up gerald!!!!!!) life is always like tat! when u are enjoying sumthing, somthing jus has to happen to spoil it one way or another.

then down to todae thurs
karissa crashed pjc!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh! ( it was "hey nice to see u back" for me la, not "ahhhh")
so i lost my bet to gerald abt her coming or crashing , ok ya the feeling of seeing a old friend comes to me (even though i am only frens wif her for 1 month +)
ok so the day goes " talk talk talk" so....... arrrrrgh! my legs were like stiff after sitting down too long. then off goes the treasure hunt n then the mass games comes, " why no treasure hunt?!"
dammit! had fun in the mass games but not as much fun in the fun dance la :0 "LOL"
the day ended good wif my purchase of pj uniform

kenji out



Tuesday, March 07, 2006

4:53 AM
Well, it was a day of dancing, mass lecturing n cheering

okay it may sounds fun but......................................

heheh, i tell u i did not get hyped up at man, not tat the ogls are not doing their job, it is also not the orientations fault but there is tis feelin deep down inside me tat is sort of controling me not to become enthu as i wanted to be, or isit?( it is a complex feeling u can't tell exactlly wat yur feeling is )

i saw gerald during the break time he came over n told me the orientation was a "blast" for him he felt that tis second orientation was better, so gerald let me explain now, i think lah, u are a person who is capable of moving on dude! cool! nice! how i did wish i had yur ability , if and only if i had yur ability to move n i wouldn't be typing this post on my feelin now...........

so let me reason tis thing out now k?

why couldn't i move on ? because i couldn't forget, tats typical of men!
i am not sayin gerald is a emotionless guy la but then i think he finds comfort form the orentation 2 to bury his heavy feelings for the first two months :) he is more sentimental person than me la ( hey gerald if u think i am wrong heh u noe wat to do :) ). if the PAE didi not leave me wif those memories ya, i would realy look forward to o2 la, but tat isn't the case :)

there is this song entitled " These Days"

its lyrics goes: "if i could, i would freeze the moment,set aside the futrue, stay rite here rite now so time woundn't fly"

how i wished this could happen :)
anyway is there a 06s08 class blog? tell me if u have any info :)



Monday, March 06, 2006

7:13 AM
to tell ye the truth it wasn't the same walking into pjc tis time round todae
there are many new faces and old alike," of course it is time to start anew dude :)", i kept on tellin myself tat but i noe tat the fun of the old days are gone n i will never get it again! oh how i wished time would stop for me n let me enjoy my fill of the first two months period.

of course nobody came to jc at 6:45 one lah except for a gooon like me haizzz.........
of course i check the board and prayed for the same og with my frens but nooo......... i can't accept it ! nobody tat i noe is same og with me, except for a old friend i knew since sec1 thx dude ;)

"never mind , lets see how the day goes" i told myself

of course the talks went on and we sat there like stones stoning for around 2 to 3 hours i think ya then went for school tour, consultation, n then break, n guess wat i ask mr tay for econ's test results , hey gerald karissa, shimin n jia wei i help u guys get it first k ?

dun noe why i got tis comfortable feeling when i went to talk abt the test? wat i feel was tat tis test was like a leving exam for PAE i think, :) .

then the rest of the day the whole new JAE batch sang songs and practiced cheers, anyway i got into keller house which was one of the favorites am i rite? nvm wat we are here for is to bond as pionners so set aside that differences lah :)
then the day end early as expected hopefully and seriously i hope tat tis orientation will be blast dun dissapoint me orientation! it better be good enough for me to forget those good old days of first two months :)

kenji out



Sunday, March 05, 2006

6:03 AM
yo hi blog! :)

i happen to pounce upon tis new manga which i got from my friend which shows our element stats, so might as well i post its up n share tis elment thingy wif u guys :)

ok, so basically the elements are, light , darkness, earth, fire, water , ocean, wind and lighting
the elements are determined by one's birthday,

here are the results:

light---- me (sage) , joanne,
darkness-- karissa,jocelyn, sze xin, carmen, evon
earth --- michael, soek han
wind---- kaiyu, wan qing, eric,
ocean---- jia wei,
lightning--- shimin,
fire--- gerald, min min,
water--- ida,

a thousand apologies if i missed u out :)

ok the results of each element:

light: ppl who stand up for rights! (justice)
lightning: ppl who hates to be lonely, needs companions
darknees: rebellious in nature but always champions in sumthin that they do best in :)
ocean: ppl who have great intelligence!
fire:ppl who are full of energy! very enthusastic ppl :)
earth: ppl with great endurance and they are protective of others they care for
water: ppl who excell in strategies plannings n always haf good command of difficult situations
wind: ppl who excell in checkin out stuff in investingations :)

so tats sums up watever they book is showing then, so after taking a look do u think tis is accurate? or it is jus a hoax, forgive me if u strongly oppose to tis findings, belivin this thigs is up you now :) n hey the element tat u are wif is based on ye birth day :) so dun think i am anyhow making up tis thingy or am i? :)
tagg on the board if u haf sumthing to say abt it :)



Friday, March 03, 2006

6:12 AM
it has been 2 months since the start of the PAE
i would say it was indeed a wonderful time i had
not only pioneer jc's compund, food , personal were good
wat i find there at pioneer which was very valuable were the friends i made thru these 2 months

Chapter 1:: Orientation era
ok the frist batch of guyz i got to noe was og9 of Inyo clan
i can tell u guyz that Inyo og9 was cool man!!!!!
wat i was proud of my OG was that we won the treasure hunt which was damm exhaustin
out of so many OGS, i think there were aroud 25 OGs in the hunt itself
so i think i was reaLLy !!!!!!! a great achievement
some close frens i had wre jin kai, patric, jie ming, basically the guys n some gals ya haha.....
anyway........ nootka won the overall champs n ya i haf da admit that they are the most united clan which wat the OGLs wanted, so bravo! a disappointment for inyo for let us be gracious losers :)

Chapter 2:: Post orientation era
then moving on to the post orientation era
my class was :::::: tadaa!!!!! " 06S08 "
ok wat was intresting was that tis class has 7 bukit batok ppl in it which includes me, jia wei , shimin, kai yu, melissa, wenny, shelia. anyway i still haf da mix around rite? so......

ya let me begin wif my strange but intresting way for meeting my CT mr Mooi ( he is a great guy by da way, count yerself lucky to get him as yur ST or CT dude), so it started out on a monday when it was the second last day for mass lecture week which followed after the orentation, i was called up to help on tuesday at the NCC HQ for its open house so i decided to seek permission from the office for leaving the school on tuesday thus i went to the office and engaged the staff and guess wat mr Mooi was there n i did not know that he was that mr Mooi who was the CT for 06s08 man, bah so he helped me out and i got the excuse slip, then the next moring he was there were 06s08 lined up for the first time he came over aft the annouce ments
and helped me sign on the form, i was shocked dead shocked man! tis man whom i met in the office was my CT? haha....... anyway aft these two months of get to knowing him, i must say he is a damm relax man! he teaches our maths, n it is damm slack in his class man :) , n ye noe wat he was also a ex-ncc cadet, talking about conicidence

Hope i can get him as my CT again :)

then now it is down to the frends i gotta noe
for abt the first few weeks i was hanging out with "sm" n her og fren : joycelyn
she is a great pianist n a great lover for manga animations, ya n i seriously mean it, she is serious abt manga dude! phew i think i got cold sholuders from her when i think that i blurted out tat mangas are comics, srry joycelyn, :) ..... anyway she is also a great manga artist some of her works were published on M.A.G.E series. heh who knows if she might surprise me with her furture manga works? :)

another gal that i got to noe instantly was Joanne
she was here n yet she was not here, ok i mean she withdrew fron PJ very early but but i can say tat she is a damm open gal goin abt making frens and bonding with thm instantly, i must say that it was joanne that bonded me to the 06s08, anyway she is a damm creative person i must say she was the other other gal at the panio besides joycelyn in our class, phew she played numd n she said she created it out by herself the panio piece, ok bravo :)!!!!!!! yay!
talented gal! may she surprise me wif here creativity in the future.

then, aft joanne was seok han eh how to say it she hangs out wif kaiyu n jia wei n since i sat clsoe to these two gals i got to noe her la, she withdrew aft posting results, she is quite quite quiet n she stick very close to the two other gals :)


there are also many many s08 ppl i wan to mention but let me get to the ones i haf been close wif :)


CHAPTER 3: The comings of the good times (stapler Kingdom) -> "golden ages"

i haf to be honest the first few weeks in PJ wasn't easy, i ranked my socialbility at 7/10
was tat true? yes i am friendly but i am so helpless those days until i almost broke down at one point when it was so desolate and lonely for me (sad) the only consloe i ever got was being wif joanne as she was so friendly, so i got a frien but it was so shortlived, tis friendship due to her withdrawal, (sad) though i cling around shimin at times but there was not much interaction.....eh..........i think could be me? or wasit my EQ man?

neverdeless there was a twin drive in the class whom resembled joanne, he was Gerrald founder of stapler kingdom, bah actually it was a gang tat i was in wif durin this golden ages

i got to noe him in gp lesson n he was a amazin guy ?!
he is abit weird in a sense tat he is too friendly jus like joanne
he has a good command of english but a weak foundation in chinese ( hey gerrald come look fer me if ye need help in chinese :) *)
eh he is also a anime lover and a very enthusastic person
i borrow his MP3 and always listen to " one - wing-angel from ff7 AC"
eh he likes to treat ppl, actually he finds joy in doing it so if u need a treat go look fer him
he has a bottomless stomach and always indulge in eating chicken rice n malay rice
oh then he is a very good runner, i mean in stamina wise, actually he becomes more energetic while on the run! whoa! "basket" if i had his stamina 2.4 will not be a prob for me haizzzz....
and oh ! he loves bowlin but he says that his score is under 200 > nvm gerrald you can do it ! kampatei!
last but not least he is crowned king of the stapler kingdom hahaha some title shimin made up fer him as he has abundance of stapler bullets n his trusty stapler which is always in service for others n himself :)

so gerrald was the centre or rather the anchor man for this party or gang of ours :)

after the king was the Queen

N she is shimin, why queen? well dun be mistaken she has no affiliations with the stapler king as she is the "trial n error" queen :)
"trial n error", i must be kiddin, but no i am not kiddin because she always dose her homework n school work completing the questions n how she delt wif those hard questions , yes u got it by trial n error :)

anyway shimin was my former classmate in 4e2 back in bbss, she is very dilligent helpful, friendly kind and ya any kind words will match her personalitiy, :0 she is really a kind person but not niave ok, :)

i can bet tat she can achieve her target of becoming a psychology graduate tats why she insist on stayin in the jc , n ya i think she is a very brave gal, she once told me if given a chance to go to space she would go! despite the dangers she may face, if the chance was given to me i reject it down flat man! so bravo ! a couragous gal indeed.

may she become a psychologist which is wat she wanted :) and hey if ye r readin tis shimin plz gimme discount in the future for consultations ya?



last but not least in this party was karissa

her title in this kingdom? the hardworkin ACian
nah but i would prefer poka dots grandma :) (oops srry karrisa)

ya so one can guess from da "poka dots" tat she is from st.margts
ya u guessed it :)

anyway she is oldest in this party , then folled by me then gerrald then shimin
she is a foreigner in s'pore since two years ago
she is from the philippines n has a special talkin acent in her
she is in the choir but always complains tat choir practices in PJ were demanding
well not surprising, as a former choir member myself i haf da say that such practices are nt unusual ya?
but then such practices last up to 10pm!!!!!!!!! wah tats is way too much i feel

she is a very responsible person and has never missed any lessons in PJC and indeed she is very proud of that fact :)

she is a smart gal n hardworking too!!! she says that others always she her mug away in school but not many noe that she actually could not bring herself to do school work or even home work at home thus she always finishes her work up in college wah!

anothe notable thing abt her she always have sandwiches on he menu during breaktimes , ya
she says tat buyin school food is not her style thus raely buys them, she occasionally brings some traditional food stuff to college ya

she is also like the opposite of gerrald , when ever gerrald says "lets do sumthin"
karrisa would go " why r u so enthusastic?"
(actually i also would like to noe why too seriously, till now nothing has been uncovered for gerrad's enthu-ness)

even though PE was tough n has many bad expriences for her she never skips it woah! after the runs she would take 5 at the canteen before going home. :)

i haf never got to see her got very high before so may be " karrisa plz loosen up and get high for at least once! haha :)"

so these are my compaions in the golden era which i would name it as such times will not be coming back forever, it is history and can only stay as history, sad as it maybe the golden age has pass and on comes the mysterious dark age whereby everything starts anew.

guys i jus wanna say i has been a nice experience konwing u n may this friendship last til the end of time because tats what is goin to live on no matter wat (even world destruction) will not destroy tis memories n bonds as it has become part of history already :) frens 4ever n gd luck to u karrisa :) wherever u may go ;)
till we meet again! everyone! sayonara :)

gerrald
shimin
jiawei
kaiyu
joycelyn
karrisa
wan ching

above mentioned names plus me were 06s08members who attended most classes, thus 06s08 is indeed 06s08 wouldn't ye agree?



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