10:00 PM
Life~~
it is been weeks since i blogged..
the blog is nothing but just a digital record of what happens to one's life
the sights and sounds of every day
the ups and downs of one's mood
the detailed accounts of events narrated here by each and everyone who owns one blog
i just watched the lord of the rings and
just as usual each movies gave me great insights into life
i also finished the documentry on E=MC2
the great idea of Enstien.
these past two weeks had been events of a roller coster ride and it has helped me to grow and mature more
wouldn't one agree that life is intresting? as u grow u don't only grow older but wiser
one becomes more experience and i hope for that since i was a child
to be old but now nah...
youth is precious and priceless
if u read this my friends, i think u agree with me
and dun be in the same fate as me
my fate for now lies in the gloomiest of all state
these past few days i recount of my past and it was better then
but what is the use since it is the past already
when i realize it now
my gloomy state was cause by my dwelling in the past
it caused me to remained stagnent and i cannot move on
there are still greater things in life out there better than the past
it is time to move on
good days will come again and i hope everyone just holds on to this belief when they are down
when in despiar always hold on to that belief
especially nxt year when we all head to the last check point in this stage of our lives
whether one make it or not
it is still not the end yet in the course of the journey many break down from stress from despair
but push on with hard work and one will find the finishing line in sight...
i sound bad as i myself am a bad example...
well either way
i know one area where i am good in
collecting mangas
what are mangas
they are actually comics which comes from japan i think
they have the distinctive big cute eyes tradition
many know that i am a manga enthu person
i am also anime enthu too
many may not know why
but i found out why
because i really like manga and my hobby of collecting it
it is just sad that in a few hundred years all these good works will crumble to dust
i got the full set of mahoraba~ heartful days and it has just topped my heart as the no 1 manga that i ever had
if u read it, u will know why, if u never read it, one will never know why
it is really touching and the thing is there is not much adventure stuff but it focuses on the daliy happenings and the characters relationship
it really touched me and it was reallyy worth my money
nothing really pays off than that as mahoraba is a edition which has finished for years and it is hard to find now.
from mahoraba life seems perfect and i want that life but as i noe, that is all but just a dream....
but it does not mean it is not achieveable
life now still remains cloudy to me
i am not sure wat to do although i do have my own goals
for now as the last post for anime connection centre
i want to get the desired results in my heart for the A level and i am contented
life to me seems like a journey to the sea where the waves gets bigger and bigger
the stakes higher and higher
but one must overcome it
for me i want the best that i can have and be contented with it
and oh ya my never dying passion for manga will live on for as long as i live!
sayonara
Fujima out
8:17 AM
kenji in~~
today had to wake up early abt 7:30 like that
long time no get up so early
after that had to get to pasi ris by 9am
casper daniel and fadly took taxi while me minz and a guy named jason took my mom's car there
reach there by nine and we got to work
work for quite sum time b4 got to rest by abt 11am lol
we had a long rest
nothing like talking to old frends abt old times back at BBSS
lol
then we ordered canadian pizza for lunch
in the afternoon when we had our break we had a chat with a uncle who lives there lol
he is really damm funny at times
then we packed up by abt 5 pm and took bus to tampines
then we took train to jurong east but i got off at city hall and took the train to katib cos hikari was too busy with her work and i dun noe how to get to tanglin mall
after moving up north i took a trip south again after replenishing my supplies at katib
back at orchard and went to kinokuniya to look for the lost edition that i was looking for
and yes!
there it was!
but i no money to get it though...
later went to seoul garden to eat with hikari
there goes money
i better save up!
quite tired now and i think i better turn in~~
fujima out~~
8:00 AM
kenji in~~
it was a family day
sort of
in the morning just play play
woke up a bit late as i left the conversation with hikari late
dun noe wat time but woke up abt 9 am like tat
then play PS2 cos it is going to be the lat time i going to have much liberty playing it since my bro coming back from china
played valkyrie profile 2
abit sianz as VP2 now needs more time with it cos i need to train the characters
damm tough leh
after that went to west mall to upgrade my phone but i still using my old phone now lol
later in the nite went to air port to pick my bro up
but meet with a damm heavy traffic jam as the strech of PIE was shut down then have to cut 5 lanes to exit the express way
whoa it is really a major one
no kiddin
after that get my bro and we use the AYE this time back home
we stopped by bukit timah to have a supper and ya i am now bloggin
OH ya tm got a whole days of work!
Fujima out~~
4:16 AM
kenji in~~
hey just added new music~ listen to it as u browse through=)
today no outing plans
but have to hand in the stock list to mr mooi and thus went to sch to drop the stock list into his PH.
after that rushed out of sch
thought it was going to rain but it did not rain at all...
dots...
after that went to meet with Minz and we went to Auto Ark
long time no go there and ya there changed alot!
lol
went over to get briefed abt this sunday's plans and after that followed jonathan to pick up his van and got went to pasir ris to survey to the location
lol
when everything was finished we were both dropped at bugis once more and we had a break sort of and ate sum KFC lol
after that we discussed our plans for sunday on the bus and ya dropped off and that was it lol
tml bro coming back and hope he brings lots of stuff back
Fujima out~~
8:07 AM
kenji in~~
woke up quite late this morning
was supposed to get the completed stock list to mr mooi
lol but after a short msg converstion with him i decided to hand it in tml
watch Goals on TV and decided to play football manager for awhile til
long time nvr play it
and ya played till i went out and meet with hikari
yo yo wats up!
lol
went to city hall in the same MRT but not the same cabin
thus only saw her a city hall and i closed in on her when she was unaware and he wa like shocked lol
haha
later took a walk in the city link with her to see what is there but in the end we went to the place again
bekerzin i think so ya
and we got the same table for two
it is like we have to sit at that table like that lol
then ordered sum food and i had to watch my call as i was short on money this time
hey i will pay u back
no gal unless she owes me sumthing can treat me lol
i will treat her
lol
wah that spicy pasta was jus ok just that too much garlic...
i lke garlic but this time too much! lol
later to a walk to her art shop and bought her stuff and we went to 7 11 to chill bought sum drinks and sat at the benches at raffles hotel lol
tired and need a resting place
then Minz called and i agreed to help her lol
later wemt over to the paragon and saw the choir performance
yo u guys are great!
carolling is a fun thing and jus ask any choir ppl they noe
lol simle=) it is a joyous season!
later left hikari with karissa and went home myself
wah almost got lost
it was easy but i tot i could take 190, just tat it is onli in the opposite direction
lol
went home but MRT instead orchard is not all that mysterious to me now after series of visits there, me a mountian tortise will be come a city know it all lol
ya after tat went home and thought of my plot sumhow...
got tution and now typing blog lol
ok day for me lol
fujima out~~
1:39 AM
the official school stuff is finally over
and thus come the actual hols
let me start this post off from where i left off...
saturday
body still aching but woke up early
and spend the day time watching shows and playing
ya blahs....
then later went to city hall to meet hikari at 6pm
however did not see her
perhaps she went to the other side of the station
later saw her at orchard and we took a walk to taka
and went into kinokuniya
went abt seeing books
she just lements she could not get the books she wants
cos she has to survive on the remaning monry she has for the rest of the month
lol
then went over to all the other art shops where they sell various art stuff there
of course there she go again... she bought a wrong sketch book and went lementing
she is desperate for money lol
after that took a longgggggggggg walk from taka back to city hall
on the way passed by sommerset, then douby gout, nxt then reach raffaels point or i think so
damm long lol almost like a road march but this one is more relaxing lol =)
after that got a hard time deciding where to eat
she wanted seoul garden then later we went to thai express to eat lor
i realisze she jus lor lor all day long
lol
after that went out to a dessert shop to eat lol called wat begazin thingy lol
nice nice , it will be nicer if the shop manager really forgot abt the charge for my lime sorbet
lol
after that damm shagg la
went home and sleep...
lol just when i tot that things were better and i have a better time in life
tsunami came... earthquake came ... tornado twister volcano
well
sunday rested myself at home
thus nothing much happened
that sunday nite i practiced for my OP which is nxt day lor
then come monday
went school early and rehersed with my group mates
well they were serious now and things were done smoothly lol
i even got to wrap in a few last minutes adjustments
the carppyest part was that the acessor ask questions that really stumped my teammates
and he just went smiling
dang!
he like "sort sort" one lol
then after that went home and then came the troubles
i just remarked abt the msg "he" sents everytime
i am not aggerating things here but wat i said were facts la
damm it not this is like a see saw
i was in a happy mood once and there it goes
there is more
later that nite i had tuition
then came two msg and two calls
each from two diff ppl
one was him
the other was her
lol go find out yurself
each were finding me for diff reasons also
one for confrontation
one for comfortation
lol
i Gp fail one pardon me testing out new words
i called each one back afterwards and was really morally depressed
however it clears after awhile
it turned out better with each sides and i went to bed at 2 am
dots la it is not exam time lol haha
slp soo late one
then the nxt day tuesday went to sch and comforted her
i myself ashamed did sumthing stupid
and o i saw him at sch
but at that time the main point is not him but her ba
i comforted her lol
and after that went home and slp more cos i was damm tired
then in the nite came the msgs of confrontation damm la
gimme a break
i am lodged between two situations and comeon i am still human
being a human i am a mistake pro k?
then in the nite had the tcs once again but this time shorter as everybody tired liao
i also physically mentally and spiritually tired
damm it lor
life yesterday tuesday was a extreme one i haf to admit...
then today went to gym with jerrold in the morning
this time round despite being tired, still carried on
later went lot 1 and had lunch and went to his house to chill out lol
damm tired
slp on in his dinning area while he entertained himself
srry dude but i damm tired...
lol
now i am tired and the week is still pack of stuff to do lor
gimme sumtime can?>
all i ask of u is that
and stop the curses!
fujima out~~
1:13 AM
break free yur cages and spread yur wings out freely!
show yur elegance to the world !
yur burning passion!
yur enthusiam !
and not forgetting yur selfless attribute
take flight and fly to the horizon of yur wish!
but as u take yur flight off to yur horizon
do remmember to take a peak back at this branch...
a branch where u haf perched on for a stopover =)
regards: kenji fujima~~
and from all you noe on this little stopover branch:
all the best!
ps: dun forget that this branch is still avaliable for perching on!
4:28 AM
Sweat!
today was just a norm day
well ya quite a norm one cos i had to go to sch to reherse for pw
slp late last nite with hikari working on the blog and thus missing my slp
blah woke up damm early and damm tired...
to add on to my so call "woke up from the other side of bed syndrome"
was that pw was actually 8:30
but ....
it only started at 10 am
thx to the late comers, in the end..... "this is really dots "
we ended up practicing on our own... haizzz
later we only just did one run and that was it...
why why why .....
ok lah if they dun want to do, do they want the grades or nt?
kk cool it dude...
thats why pw sucks
if u r in a wrong team, every thing goes wrong
it seems to me they are quite reliant on others ...
cannot be blamed, what can i do?
OP is just nxt week and thats it !
BOOOM! 11 % of yur uni admission is already being decided.
lol ~~~ pardon my aboved mentioned tone
i am just destressing from the hectic undesireable day....
ya later in the afternoon
went to meet jerrod and we went to the CCK sports complex
GYM!
swt man
ran and swt
cycled on the machine and swt
trained on the weighs and also more swt
but it was good haha
yo jerrod dude if u need company jus send me a tell =)
but not garunteed every time dude
lol
now body is aching and thats it for the nxt few days haha
we left for lot 1 later
as usual we went to Comics connection
he went to get his book but me...
desperatly looking for that $80 worth of collection
high and low but it was not to be found...
haizz hopefully when i haf the money nxt time they better haf the books =)
well i think i haf gotten the prelude ready! haha
i am ready to go into details
well thats it
fujima out~~
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