Anime Connection Centre

life

2006-12-07T22:00:00.000-08:00

Kenji in

Life~~

it is been weeks since i blogged..
the blog is nothing but just a digital record of what happens to one's life
the sights and sounds of every day
the ups and downs of one's mood
the detailed accounts of events narrated here by each and everyone who owns one blog

i just watched the lord of the rings and
just as usual each movies gave me great insights into life
i also finished the documentry on E=MC2
the great idea of Enstien.

these past two weeks had been events of a roller coster ride and it has helped me to grow and mature more

wouldn't one agree that life is intresting? as u grow u don't only grow older but wiser
one becomes more experience and i hope for that since i was a child
to be old but now nah...
youth is precious and priceless
if u read this my friends, i think u agree with me
and dun be in the same fate as me
my fate for now lies in the gloomiest of all state

these past few days i recount of my past and it was better then
but what is the use since it is the past already
when i realize it now
my gloomy state was cause by my dwelling in the past
it caused me to remained stagnent and i cannot move on
there are still greater things in life out there better than the past
it is time to move on
good days will come again and i hope everyone just holds on to this belief when they are down
when in despiar always hold on to that belief
especially nxt year when we all head to the last check point in this stage of our lives
whether one make it or not
it is still not the end yet in the course of the journey many break down from stress from despair
but push on with hard work and one will find the finishing line in sight...

i sound bad as i myself am a bad example...

well either way
i know one area where i am good in
collecting mangas

what are mangas
they are actually comics which comes from japan i think
they have the distinctive big cute eyes tradition

many know that i am a manga enthu person
i am also anime enthu too
many may not know why
but i found out why
because i really like manga and my hobby of collecting it
it is just sad that in a few hundred years all these good works will crumble to dust

i got the full set of mahoraba~ heartful days and it has just topped my heart as the no 1 manga that i ever had

if u read it, u will know why, if u never read it, one will never know why
it is really touching and the thing is there is not much adventure stuff but it focuses on the daliy happenings and the characters relationship

it really touched me and it was reallyy worth my money
nothing really pays off than that as mahoraba is a edition which has finished for years and it is hard to find now.

from mahoraba life seems perfect and i want that life but as i noe, that is all but just a dream....
but it does not mean it is not achieveable

life now still remains cloudy to me
i am not sure wat to do although i do have my own goals
for now as the last post for anime connection centre
i want to get the desired results in my heart for the A level and i am contented
life to me seems like a journey to the sea where the waves gets bigger and bigger
the stakes higher and higher
but one must overcome it
for me i want the best that i can have and be contented with it

and oh ya my never dying passion for manga will live on for as long as i live!
sayonara

Fujima out

Round the island i go

2006-11-19T08:17:00.000-08:00

round the island I go!
kenji in~~

today had to wake up early abt 7:30 like that
long time no get up so early

after that had to get to pasi ris by 9am
casper daniel and fadly took taxi while me minz and a guy named jason took my mom's car there
reach there by nine and we got to work

work for quite sum time b4 got to rest by abt 11am lol
we had a long rest
nothing like talking to old frends abt old times back at BBSS
lol
then we ordered canadian pizza for lunch
in the afternoon when we had our break we had a chat with a uncle who lives there lol
he is really damm funny at times

then we packed up by abt 5 pm and took bus to tampines
then we took train to jurong east but i got off at city hall and took the train to katib cos hikari was too busy with her work and i dun noe how to get to tanglin mall
after moving up north i took a trip south again after replenishing my supplies at katib
back at orchard and went to kinokuniya to look for the lost edition that i was looking for
and yes!
there it was!
but i no money to get it though...
later went to seoul garden to eat with hikari
there goes money
i better save up!

quite tired now and i think i better turn in~~

fujima out~~

a family day~~~

2006-11-18T08:00:00.000-08:00

A family Day
kenji in~~

it was a family day
sort of
in the morning just play play
woke up a bit late as i left the conversation with hikari late
dun noe wat time but woke up abt 9 am like tat

then play PS2 cos it is going to be the lat time i going to have much liberty playing it since my bro coming back from china
played valkyrie profile 2
abit sianz as VP2 now needs more time with it cos i need to train the characters
damm tough leh

after that went to west mall to upgrade my phone but i still using my old phone now lol

later in the nite went to air port to pick my bro up
but meet with a damm heavy traffic jam as the strech of PIE was shut down then have to cut 5 lanes to exit the express way
whoa it is really a major one
no kiddin

after that get my bro and we use the AYE this time back home
we stopped by bukit timah to have a supper and ya i am now bloggin
OH ya tm got a whole days of work!

Fujima out~~

to the east we go!

2006-11-17T04:16:00.000-08:00

To the east we go!

kenji in~~

hey just added new music~ listen to it as u browse through=)

today no outing plans
but have to hand in the stock list to mr mooi and thus went to sch to drop the stock list into his PH.
after that rushed out of sch
thought it was going to rain but it did not rain at all...
dots...

after that went to meet with Minz and we went to Auto Ark
long time no go there and ya there changed alot!
lol
went over to get briefed abt this sunday's plans and after that followed jonathan to pick up his van and got went to pasir ris to survey to the location
lol
when everything was finished we were both dropped at bugis once more and we had a break sort of and ate sum KFC lol

after that we discussed our plans for sunday on the bus and ya dropped off and that was it lol

tml bro coming back and hope he brings lots of stuff back

Fujima out~~

Pjc choir

2006-11-16T08:07:00.000-08:00

An Outing To Relax Myself
kenji in~~

woke up quite late this morning
was supposed to get the completed stock list to mr mooi
lol but after a short msg converstion with him i decided to hand it in tml

watch Goals on TV and decided to play football manager for awhile til
long time nvr play it
and ya played till i went out and meet with hikari
yo yo wats up!
lol
went to city hall in the same MRT but not the same cabin
thus only saw her a city hall and i closed in on her when she was unaware and he wa like shocked lol
haha
later took a walk in the city link with her to see what is there but in the end we went to the place again
bekerzin i think so ya
and we got the same table for two
it is like we have to sit at that table like that lol
then ordered sum food and i had to watch my call as i was short on money this time
hey i will pay u back
no gal unless she owes me sumthing can treat me lol
i will treat her
lol

wah that spicy pasta was jus ok just that too much garlic...
i lke garlic but this time too much! lol
later to a walk to her art shop and bought her stuff and we went to 7 11 to chill bought sum drinks and sat at the benches at raffles hotel lol
tired and need a resting place
then Minz called and i agreed to help her lol

later wemt over to the paragon and saw the choir performance
yo u guys are great!
carolling is a fun thing and jus ask any choir ppl they noe
lol simle=) it is a joyous season!
later left hikari with karissa and went home myself
wah almost got lost
it was easy but i tot i could take 190, just tat it is onli in the opposite direction
lol
went home but MRT instead orchard is not all that mysterious to me now after series of visits there, me a mountian tortise will be come a city know it all lol

ya after tat went home and thought of my plot sumhow...
got tution and now typing blog lol

ok day for me lol

fujima out~~

my resolve!

2006-11-14T01:39:00.000-08:00

A tired body and mind

the official school stuff is finally over
and thus come the actual hols

let me start this post off from where i left off...
saturday
body still aching but woke up early
and spend the day time watching shows and playing
ya blahs....
then later went to city hall to meet hikari at 6pm
however did not see her
perhaps she went to the other side of the station
later saw her at orchard and we took a walk to taka
and went into kinokuniya
went abt seeing books
she just lements she could not get the books she wants
cos she has to survive on the remaning monry she has for the rest of the month
lol
then went over to all the other art shops where they sell various art stuff there
of course there she go again... she bought a wrong sketch book and went lementing
she is desperate for money lol

after that took a longgggggggggg walk from taka back to city hall
on the way passed by sommerset, then douby gout, nxt then reach raffaels point or i think so
damm long lol almost like a road march but this one is more relaxing lol =)

after that got a hard time deciding where to eat
she wanted seoul garden then later we went to thai express to eat lor
i realisze she jus lor lor all day long
lol
after that went out to a dessert shop to eat lol called wat begazin thingy lol
nice nice , it will be nicer if the shop manager really forgot abt the charge for my lime sorbet
lol
after that damm shagg la
went home and sleep...

lol just when i tot that things were better and i have a better time in life
tsunami came... earthquake came ... tornado twister volcano
well
sunday rested myself at home
thus nothing much happened
that sunday nite i practiced for my OP which is nxt day lor

then come monday
went school early and rehersed with my group mates
well they were serious now and things were done smoothly lol
i even got to wrap in a few last minutes adjustments
the carppyest part was that the acessor ask questions that really stumped my teammates
and he just went smiling
dang!
he like "sort sort" one lol

then after that went home and then came the troubles
i just remarked abt the msg "he" sents everytime
i am not aggerating things here but wat i said were facts la

damm it not this is like a see saw
i was in a happy mood once and there it goes

there is more
later that nite i had tuition
then came two msg and two calls
each from two diff ppl
one was him
the other was her
lol go find out yurself
each were finding me for diff reasons also
one for confrontation
one for comfortation
lol
i Gp fail one pardon me testing out new words
i called each one back afterwards and was really morally depressed

however it clears after awhile
it turned out better with each sides and i went to bed at 2 am
dots la it is not exam time lol haha
slp soo late one

then the nxt day tuesday went to sch and comforted her
i myself ashamed did sumthing stupid
and o i saw him at sch
but at that time the main point is not him but her ba
i comforted her lol
and after that went home and slp more cos i was damm tired

then in the nite came the msgs of confrontation damm la
gimme a break
i am lodged between two situations and comeon i am still human
being a human i am a mistake pro k?

then in the nite had the tcs once again but this time shorter as everybody tired liao
i also physically mentally and spiritually tired
damm it lor
life yesterday tuesday was a extreme one i haf to admit...

then today went to gym with jerrold in the morning
this time round despite being tired, still carried on
later went lot 1 and had lunch and went to his house to chill out lol
damm tired
slp on in his dinning area while he entertained himself
srry dude but i damm tired...
lol
now i am tired and the week is still pack of stuff to do lor
gimme sumtime can?>
all i ask of u is that
and stop the curses!

fujima out~~

fire phoenix

2006-11-14T01:13:00.000-08:00

Take Fight! Fire Phoenix !

break free yur cages and spread yur wings out freely!

show yur elegance to the world !
yur burning passion!
yur enthusiam !
and not forgetting yur selfless attribute

take flight and fly to the horizon of yur wish!

but as u take yur flight off to yur horizon
do remmember to take a peak back at this branch...
a branch where u haf perched on for a stopover =)

regards: kenji fujima~~
and from all you noe on this little stopover branch:
all the best!

ps: dun forget that this branch is still avaliable for perching on!

swt!

2006-11-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

kenji in~~

Sweat!

today was just a norm day
well ya quite a norm one cos i had to go to sch to reherse for pw
slp late last nite with hikari working on the blog and thus missing my slp
blah woke up damm early and damm tired...

to add on to my so call "woke up from the other side of bed syndrome"
was that pw was actually 8:30
but ....
it only started at 10 am
thx to the late comers, in the end..... "this is really dots "
we ended up practicing on our own... haizzz
later we only just did one run and that was it...
why why why .....
ok lah if they dun want to do, do they want the grades or nt?
kk cool it dude...

thats why pw sucks
if u r in a wrong team, every thing goes wrong
it seems to me they are quite reliant on others ...
cannot be blamed, what can i do?
OP is just nxt week and thats it !
BOOOM! 11 % of yur uni admission is already being decided.

lol ~~~ pardon my aboved mentioned tone
i am just destressing from the hectic undesireable day....

ya later in the afternoon
went to meet jerrod and we went to the CCK sports complex
GYM!
swt man
ran and swt
cycled on the machine and swt
trained on the weighs and also more swt
but it was good haha

yo jerrod dude if u need company jus send me a tell =)
but not garunteed every time dude
lol

now body is aching and thats it for the nxt few days haha
we left for lot 1 later
as usual we went to Comics connection
he went to get his book but me...
desperatly looking for that $80 worth of collection
high and low but it was not to be found...
haizz hopefully when i haf the money nxt time they better haf the books =)

well i think i haf gotten the prelude ready! haha
i am ready to go into details
well thats it

fujima out~~

i am back

2006-11-09T08:52:00.000-08:00

kenji in~~

YO! the anime connection centre is back in business! lol

as u can see i am back with a new skin
thanks to hikari who helped alot!
i owe u one gal
hmm christmas is coming.... =)

well i left off with my post before the promos
and now it is way after the promos
i got promoted ~~ luckily
despite all the anime watching and manga reading for the whole year
lol
on the other hand i hope that the best of all the best situations possible will be true for all my friends who are still under pending.
best of luck

op is nxt week monday and many teams have already finished theirs
we are still in it
doing sum last minute touch ups haha
thus best of luck to all for yur op =)

aside form pioneeer academics
i have begun to formulate my writing
for the moment i would like to call it a writing as it is not confrim a success yet
a target of 10 chapters were set and i must do it by the end of the year
lol

u ppl out there watch out lol~~~
i have a basic idea but not a plot yet
not to mention the details
but i have got the characters ready though and my venue for the story ready

help form ppl again like hikari
i think i can succeed, to all ppl i noe out there
be it pri sec or jc
i think the inspiration is from u and i will make the best use out of it

kenji fujima out~~~

the time has come

2006-09-20T06:56:00.000-07:00

~ the time has come

well sorta get a midi on to my blog
title: Fields of Hope
from: Gundam seed destiny

The time has come.......
the september hols are gone and the time for judgement has come

THE PROMOTIONAL EXAM!

this is the worst and most satisfying part being a student
coming nearly to the end of my 11th year of education and this is one point that i realised that just last year.

study is no walk in the park
take a look around my college and u see people studying
for wat >
for their own "future"
many people along the way slipped and fell like me, and get all demoralized from it, the midyears is one such example. who says i like studying? but it for my own future and if i dun "bye bye to future"
JC JC is but just a stopover before one gains admission into the university. universty is my ticket to the adult life that i dreamt of for years. the link is there promos stand in my way.

sighs
no choice or is there a choice?
beat it or flee from it ?
many do not have the choice and have to face it, thats includes me

to all my dear frens
regardless of whether u see my blog or not ...
all the best for the promos
like my old fren has told me
" life is like a race with many hurdles, whether we knock down this hurdle or not, we will still continue this race "

do not get discourage or demoralised
it is contagious!
remember the ticket to yur nxt 10 years of life is in yur hands.

OMG tough tough!

2006-07-31T07:00:00.000-07:00

OMG tough tough!

todae was a average day though i thought that it was supposed to be good, i was a bit panicky during the physics SPA and after tat i recieved shockes from Aurn and segaff that they cannot make it tis sat, in fact at least 50% of the volunteers under my charge are unable to make it...
shocking ! but i intend to remendy tis with the paticipation of my land guyz haha..

then the day began to progress more smoothly, in chinese class we had taste the noya pastries like the" ang ku queh". ya ok overall, then the wrost came as gerald went ahead and threw tantrum again! bah i could do nothing to remedy this now anyway i think we are meeting tml to reslove this once and for all..

ran the usual rounds and went home (phew! 0 ya still got PW to do leh ....)

And ohya still got nosey for a cause !

bah tis week is sure to be more hectic than i thought!

fujima out~~~

nosey for a cause

2006-07-30T05:23:00.000-07:00

Nosey For A Cause!

hi there for awhile there i havent being bloggin
but just to sum up wat i haf been doing, cip is the thing that occupied my time during the week ends..........

phew....., hard work all day round , as i haf mentioned from the previous post, the cip project initiated by my friend and has ever since tiressly worked for it, ( though i feel some other teammates haf worked more than me due to the nature of our work)

if i am not wrong it has been up to 17 weeks already of planning and exercution already, we haf just passed our mid project term and we are pressing on to our final carwash,(this sounds like a grand finale to our project) but we haf only barely reach half of our amount we targeted to raised, time is of the essence and in order to reach our target sumthing must be done and we haf already sumthing planned out.

just to sum up, our team has churned out 2 carwashes and two street sales event, personally i feel positive abt wat we haf done so far and no doubt i believe that we can reach our final desireable target.

the carwashes on 14/7 and 15/7 were quite sucessful thanks to the support of our supporters who bought the tickets and our volunteers who tirelessly washed car after car, on the 14/7 i was quite positive working with my NCC land guys thanks to them they are really a great asset to have in our project sucess, ( i will tell u why later) anyway i gave them the water and equipments, they went out time and again, they are truly great they carried on washing car after car, even though they were exhausted from the parade rehersal that they had before our carwash event, special thanks also to all the rest of the volunteers without then we will really be short handed =). thank u guys, all of u!

on the 15/7 the carwash still carried on despite the untimely rain time and again, we thought that the carwsh will nt bring customers then but it still happened as many supporters still turned up during those short period without rains, seriously it was a damm hectic day, at peak hours about 7 cars would flood our compound and kept the volunteers busy. anyway our volunteers on that day includes mostly from friends of our ex secondary school and our other friends from various current schools like PJC n TP, last but not least the NCC land guys and band ppl were there aiding i traffic control and bringing in customers. from 8am in the morning to 6pm in the nite the carwash lasted, by 6:30pm our campagin at bukit batok secondary school has ended, which marks the mid term of our project commencement. thanks to all the ppl down there ( anyway just to specially mention sum of us guys went in to the rain playing during our free time when there were no cars around, fun ) indeed the event felt like an gathering for all the ex bbss students we played washed and catched up on old times.

then comes the fun part yesterday, quite ok la
we had our street sales at jurong point (JP)
in this event we had our volunteers from bbss and ther again were the ncc land guys band people, and other sec 1s and sec 2s. i went to gelang auto ark wif my friend and we sold 15 booklets of our charity packages, then we went down to JP to help out, we stayed there til 8pm in the night and seriously we haf reap the results we wanted,i promoted the sales throughout the afternoon but there were not much results then... i went on wif my NCC land guys and we sold the balloons on hand, it was more sucessdul and i had fun from it, seriously i find selling flags quite enjoyable actually if i had the right mindset for it. haha
thank u guys all of u who help us raised the funds yesterday =) ( so now do u see the importance of our NCC land boys, if u havent, u can see that they were there throughout each event, backbone of our operation)

to my fellow committee members
we haf completed half of our joureny we started out since febuary
i noe that u guys are exhausted from all the work we participated in.
i hope tat we as a team can push on and complete this journey together.
Fujima out~~~

time to get a move on

2006-07-10T05:22:00.000-07:00

Time To Get A Move ON!!!!!!!

havent being bloggin but here i am now bloggin away............
i am not sure if i had time or not but i will try to blog more frequently eitherway
and i apologise that there is still no tag for u guys to tag on, actually i tryeid to change my layout but it sorta screwed up so ya, i came back to my original layout, with out taboard la

let me start off on a lighter note,
i feel for a start that i am beginnig to start acceptin gerald more and more now
i can't deny the fact that i was indeed replused by his behavior originally and i tried to distanted myself away from him, i am sure when we met, a load of things were cleared and i really hope and pray that things will for a start to turn in the desirerable direction for both of us.
for all the trouble that i haf caused u, i am sorry .
let us be friends in the end, i feel that is what i truly desire for both of us. i am sure that is what u want too, that is one point that i feel we must capitalise on so ya let us be friends.

ok so ya so let me move on to other things
let me talk more about what i haf majored in during the holidays

well....i was heavily investing my time into my voluntering project that was initiated by my friend Evon. for sum of u volunteers may wonder why we 17 year olds who shud be studying most of the time are just doing more things to stress ourselves out? haha... for me, i just hate studying but i like to do stuff that are non acdamic related like planning events.
i all started out tis spring during feb if i am not wrong that our whole committee met for the first time, from there i feel we really have come a long way thru all the plannings , arguments, changing of gameplans, emotions and morale went up and down too.... ya too much to say but it was i must say all of us put in alot of hardwork! especially the one who initiated the project by froming up the committee, she is noe other than our project manager Evon, i must really applaue her for all the hardwork she has put in sacrificing her study time.

besides her i really feel honnored working wif a dedicated team of committee members!they are really truly dedicated for this whole project and has turn up for most meetings to make sure that our plan wil not fall thru, they are namely, Shu Min ( logistics), Shi Min ( pubicity), Min Min (marketing, adimistration), Casper ( logistics), Pei Ling ( secetary ), and me ( finance).

to all volunteers who agreed to help ya thx alot ! i think maybe karissa gerald u two, i thank u here la b cos ye are my blog readers =)

carwash is the event we are settling on and it is closing in, time is running out! but i think we are prepared! Everyone ! let us do our best and help our community! i am sure the joy in it, is in the process of doing such a project and at the same time helping others!

nxt let me move on to one of my fav topics, soccer!

ya i may not be one gd player by i do enjoy the game, well different people have different opinion on tis, i dun blame them for saying that the game is about sum rugged guys kicking it out kicking the ball from one end to another tryin to put that ball into the back of the net... well ya it is boring in that sense but i feel it is nice if the team u support goes all the way. for me i supported italy since last world cup, of course they were dissapointing then but they haf won it tis year ! as they played every game i watch on with fear that they might be the ones going out of the competition! nerve wreaking and exciting at the same time! but so long as they win ya! hurra! i feel that the best match that they had was the one against the host Germany, tight match and at the point of time i really feel that if there are no two goals in extra time italy will really miss the finals then as they did not really had a good record of taking penalties though they really have a good team. italia year !

nxt thing lets touch on the mid years

seriously the feeling of helplessneess arose as the mid years approached, i really did not have the calm and confidence i had last november, did not prepare much and the results reflected it, bad expeience overall but it is not time for me to despair! it is just to signal that i must really start to prepare for my promos now, no turning back as i have lost too much ground, time to retake the lands and i will try to do so, tis my primary aim for now then.to all those who did well out there u desreve it especially gerald, i tell u i hate to amit it but u did exceptionally well, good job but look out as i will be catchin up!

lets go go go!

Fujima out

holidays all over

2006-06-26T06:41:00.000-07:00

Holidays ~~~ All Over........................

ah...
haven't being updating but there is alot to wirte about
do away with all the nitty gritty stuff
and basically the whole june holidys in haf being engaged in lots of volunter work
haven't being talking abt it but it is denfinately sumthing that i enjoy doing
given he chance to exercise planning and excetuting events and at a same time contributing and helping others.

haf da say that the progress of the project is so far so good, but the worst could still happen and i believe we are on guard for any changes and will be able to turn all disadvantages into our favor =)

life as always, leading a carfree life without studies to bother about is wat i do during the holidays but if i were to choose, i would prefer to engage in plannings of events , maybe it is wat i find comfort in doing for now....

Leadership issues that i explored
ever since backing out from the leaderships opportunities that the college could offer, i wonder if i had made the rite decision, to lead a more carefree life than my class SC mates........ was it a good one? i am not sure, in me there is tis feeling urging me to step forward every opportunity for leadership post, but i gave it up, (sighsss) but luckily thx to "Eva" , she gave me the chance to be invlove in such work again ( ahh! the good old days). ok soo there is some consolation then, anyway to all my friends who assume leadership post congrats and all the best, u make me envy u dudes =)

by the way i took tis little test in tickle , ( briefly it is about which class of people i am in ) and i am more in the provider class rather than in some leadership class hmmm strange..... but i think tat is quite true in a sense i cannot really lead people, i haf seen in others that they can command the respect and attention that they need from the people, i am more easy going and do not tend to haf tat command aura in me though,( i know it as i haf been through it) i thought i could do it by theory and statistic but then when it comes down to doing it ya u know...=) either way the ture enjoyment through this process is the planning stages where we had our meetings, u know when people get involve in hot heated debates the learning takes place and i will see to it i will be the to learn from others and contribute my knowledge. ha

well tats all for tis issue that is quite intersting for me for the past few months

well and there is an other issue that i would like to address
to all friends who know abt "G" tis person ya u sort ta know wat i wanna say then

arrgh weeks after weeks an after weeks
tis is pure agony, in my whole 17 years of exsistance haf i not been put through tis much agony before though,
i haf read through my chinese horoscope though, it is generally a year wif not much luck on the dragons side , though tis is not my main agony though, i haf been through other low years as well but they were well though

"G" indeed is a good fellow, and a loyal friend that one could ever ask for, i think tis is rare nowdays and friends usually lose contact wif one another after years ( tats wat my father always says based on his experience). well i think gerald can go beyond the tides of time and maintain the contacts ( well it is still subjected to reality though things might turn out to be different but i am quite sure he can be a good and loyal friend)

judging from tis isit he a good guy ( well hahahaha)

"wat makes u think i make the decision casually then, ohoho call me a coward after i end tis friendship....." ok so be it call me a coward i accept it thank u very much, but wait pause and think i think i haf tried alot and still nothing has improved for the better, so was it a cowradly act for me to do ? there is two basic roads to take and it is either to go ahead wif it or to back away from it , " go ahead failed" and it is more than half a dozen times though................

i think at tis point of time, at this moment i find tis issue quite childish though, ya including me
there are a few ppl who know tis though and each of then haf their stands on tis issue and well wahh if tis 'G' person did not meet me though...............

i still cannot reach a decision at tis moment though, ya it is under pending process, i still haf other matters to attend to though...........

ok tat aside..............

to end tis entry i jus wanna to mention that there is anime by ken akamatsu " mahora sensei negima" nice anime funny and hilarious! cool and quite intersting, currently i am collecting the mangas for this particular story on negima now standing at book 14 and at the same time collecting tsubasa no.14 coming out soon too =)
nice
have a good day and gd luck to all in pioneer in their midyears dudes! =)

fujima out

At The Beginning

2006-04-12T06:46:00.000-07:00

At the Beginning..............

well i am quite sure tat most ppl would haf heard of this song [at the beginning] at least once rite? anyway , srry to karissa, gerald and hikari, srry srry, long time no update liao

ya it is actually that, there is nothing to write about last week, n futhermore i could not clearly remember anything i had done last week liao, so i will not bother abt it then, anyway ppl must always be forward looking rite ? =)

let me blog abt todae then, perhaps todae was the most blog worthy entry that i am posting now =), todae started of badly, cold war came and it was seriously damm cold, then came the ouchhh!
during PE the teacher made the guys jump two steps at a time up the grandstand, mind u if u are not sure how large the steps are they are quite wide,in fact when i attempted it, i injured the left thigh ouch! blood came and i was limping away for the rest of the day.............

then i got to noe that i lost abt a kg from the h n f traing i had ok i haf to admit it was quite a acievement for me la.

then the next thing is the afternoon performances by the choir and the dance club, spectecular!
it was good, watchin the show. once a performer, i could understand their excitement, their anxiousness and fear, this mixture of feelings are those that performers face, really brings back those gd old memories of he past, then it struck me....

as i watch karissa sang, kaiyu, wenny dance ( of course there are many others =) ) , well it jus came to me that what is going to happen in the future? will karissa be a singer, gerald a bowller who sells ice cream =), well the possibilities are unlimited! i told a few of my friends my ambition and it is to create a manga or anime production well, on the way back home i ask karissa to be a possible voice actor , she agreed. well it jus brings me closer to my dream of producing an anime.
i am not sure whether i this deam of mine will be successfull, but i will try my best=)

ah............... wat the future holds for us? we will only noe when the time comes =)

kenji out~~~

yo choir memories rock!

2006-04-02T03:53:00.000-07:00

Good Memories.....ah....

ah..... long time no blog liao
it has been a long week and many things had happened, bt i do not intend to dwell too much in the small details, the most memoriable thing that happend was the choir concert that took place.

ok lets start from monday, it was quite sad as i remembered tat the day started wif a rain, the morning was cold and so was the admosphere at the study area wif my friend, "he" had sum problems wif me n i had to sort it out wif him tat day and i am gald tat it was resolved in the end without any harm =) then the day ended tiring for me as we conditioned ourselves for NAFA, and i tell u it was really "TIRING" for me man, then later in the day no energy to do work liao,
then then later went to pick up my old bud sze xin and got the excuse letter for the rehearsal for tuesday at the woodlands library auditourium, woah wat a day but then i manage to pull thru =).

then tuesday, lets not talk abt the day of tutorials or classes, it was normal, i jus want to focus more on the choir final rehersal, in the late afternoon, i was released from econs tutorial and went straight to the auditorium in my mum's car, thx alot mum for being there for me whenever i needed u. got there in time and met my old choir friends did the tech runs and rehersed for abt 2 hours and we left the place, it was hectic havin the day packed wif there schooling and choir pracs, but then i enjoyed the choir pracs, i dun noe why but then it is my personal stress reliever la =) , whenever u go and do the things u like u will feel relax and will naturally forget the toubles u haf at the moment.

then nxt let me skip wednesday and go on to thursday then, nothing special happened on thursday but i jus wan to touch on H&F, ok we decided to run and gerald agreed to it, but then the weather did not permit it, we ran four rounds round the track without stopping but the drizzle turned into heavy rain and our progress was hampered, then we took a look and the H&F programme and thus the did 500 skippings to finish the programme off, i finished it fast and gerald did his slowly but surely, (hey i jus did it fast cos i had experience in it la ok, jus like gerald is better in bowling), then the day ended,

nxt the big day! friday!!!!! =)
i jus want to note that it was the best day of the week for me =)
why of course ( concert day wat =) )
i had my hair cut and then went to the auditourium wif sze xin, reach there around 3pm++
En chun and ya ting were there already and then after us was melvin, after which the alto section make their arrival =) the carmen came in the latest, gald tat she was here cause she was complaining that she was sick on tuesday and i advised her to go see doctor ASAP and she did! and she recovered just in time for the concert,we had our pre concert tech runs and reherasals and then came the moment, the concert started, our item was no. 10 and so we waited in the dressing room chatting and prcticing on our own, then before we noe it we were up on stage singing our piece, then, it was over we went up to the seats and enjoyed the rest ot the show, then sze xin said sumthing, " we must enjoy it " yes wat he said was right!
jus to note the whole process of the training from the feburary month till march, though it was short but it was enjoyable and i enjoyed and appriceate every moment i had wif my choir mate, it was the process tat i treasured the most, the practices that we had were fun in one way or another, from the prctices in BBSS to the practice at bukit timah comunity centre to the final rehershals and down to the performance, it will always be part of my memories=), n i jus hope tat in the future we could all go out for supper like we did on one of the practices =).
arrgh but for now back to studies ' work work work!

kenji out

Life is bound of twists and turns

2006-03-22T05:42:00.000-08:00

Life is determine by one's Choice

man man damm it la long time no blog, nvm i jus haf to make it up wif a long post tis time round =) ,

Let me start off from te leftover holiday period after the BBQ from fridays onwards, ok so the BBQ was great, had fun and some good moments, then is back to my boring life, getting stuck at home was one of the common things tat i do , playing away as hard as i could as i anticipate tat the new term of jc will not be so relaxing la ( i was proved to be rite later on), then son sat and sunday, was the fund raising project tat i was involved in, we got into deeper discussions, planning our project with the organisation's representative ( johnathan) ya he enlighten us on our path for the project and of course we were more clearer on wat we wanted to do la =) good, but then he worst came for me , we got into a heaed debate over some issues and i got fustrated unable to covince my team members abt my thinking, well i just felt unease abt some issues on the project itself then i jus sat there like a statue doin nothing la as they disscussed theu the project and i listened on only, srry guys if i had afected u ppl in anyway during that time srry srry = , then i spent tatwhole day antagonising my uneasing feeling tat day, and jus realised it was my fault, why i shan say a word more........

then next would be the restart of the school term la , great to see old friends came back like karissa who was suppose to be a cjc instead but made it back in to pjc thru appeal =), full of hopes on the teacher tat i will get, full of hopes on the time table, full of hopes of the new school term, but it was dashed, shattered or watever word tat has the same meaning of destruction, all the hopes were jus dashed one afer another, and i jus sat there at the end of the whole day antagonising my srry fate, to me everything jus hit me too fast, like the attack on pearl harbor by the japanese whereby everything was destroy in minutes, it will be some time before i get my act together again =), there are jus too "many things to handle" =( i told myself, monday ended with me devastated , like the americans too after the attack, haizzzzz,

" a call to arms!! the enermy is here!!"
tat was wat i told myself to get ready for, a "war!"
then jus i thought the journey was going to be damm tough, in he darkness, light shone upon me and then two things came upon me on tis special day 21/3/06 ( 2 months ater tis seventheen birthday), first i can go home at 12.30 pm on friday due to a shift in the econs tutorial yay!, next my idea of staying back and doing work wif my friends came true, ya i stayed back wif gerald karrisa and hikari, ya to do work then talk of the old times la, it was a gd thing as it relives my current pain and i also get to do work. so ya wouldn't it be better to do yur work wif frens and enjoy the process and get some work done la =) . ya so it was decided for me tat i will do work after school wif my frens whenever i can =) ok tat all from me now

kenji out-

BBQ 06s08

2006-03-17T05:13:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the BBQ for my PAE class 06s08
i met up wif gerald at bukit panjang interchange at arun 11 am and we headed to jurong east interchange wif gerald in high spirits, iwas still not tat high yet la but then gerald jus kept rattling away talking about "pasa maliam" *make shift markets*, about its burgers n sugercane jucies, ya then we waited at jurong east interchange till most of the 06s08 ppl came and we left for bedok mrt and had our lunch there, then we took bus to east coast then we went to settle at our BBQ pit, tis is our first offical outing as 06s08(PAE), many came but some did not b'cos o some reasons or another lah, lets take sm for example, the whole class pleaded wif her to come but then she did not come, anyway she actually was tired from her earlier activity during the day and couldn't come, then there were those who had to leave halfway before the BBQ started, karissa-cos she got sumthing on later on, then Andrea- cos she also had sumthing on to, buty the majority were still at the pit. however guys if u missed this bbq thing dun worry this is not the last 06s08 gathering , we will meet again "someday " :) so if there is another gatherin "MUST COME :)"

then of course the food came then we started BBQing and eating, chating yah it was jus like free and easy for each of us la, then came the most memorable thing i did for he day, the sky clear so gerald and i went for a chat talking abt games and animes and mangas and sum life things under the open skies, and oh ya i sang and sang those orientation songs as i gazed at the stars it was truly one of the pleasures tat i had for the day. then comes sayonara, "go home liao" haizz i wished tat the day would never end but it ended so ya, went home had a shower and went directly to bed "snorezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz" :)

Time flies and does not wait for anybody:)

2006-03-14T03:54:00.001-08:00

snorezzzzzzzzzzz........zzzzzzzzzzz .....POP!
oops i had been a sleeping dragon for tis few days srry :P

let me start from last friday:
ok to put it short it was the blast of the orientation period!!!!!! fun dance , mass dance, cheering, road run , traditional games were jus sum of the highlights of the days
jus let me skip the day and get on to the campfire wooooh yah it is really a blast ! especially when the og27 tat i was in celebrated our bond in the dances ! woooh the great feeling in me jus can't be expressed in words :)
oh yeah jus in the morning i got to noe tat i got into the MCP combination and was same class wif gerald :) , n ya another thing, karissa joined back PJC after her appeal into SAJC fell thru, welcome back gal! :) hope ye enjoy yur stay in pjc, n oh i heard of yur new class 06s16, dun worry you will get to meet an old friend of mine he is a cool guy! :)

the nxt thing i wan to move on to was the weekends
i spent my week ends in my secondary school at a Part A camp
nvm the nature of the camp but its was damm boring, bah how could i haf gotten used to the new boring situation after a having a exciting blast on friday and wrost of all i had little sleep on sat nite and was quite tired on sun when i woke up thx to the uncomfortable makeshift tables tat was used as beds haizzzzz

then on sunday had the meeting wif my frens invloving in the funds rasing project, ok had some disscussions and we ame to our conclusions ok and the next step is to ace our target!

then i went home with my ragged tired body and lay straight on the bed and wnet snoring till now heheh :)

tats all for now :) n cya guys out there soon remember! this thurs? 06s08? yah must go hor! :)
snoorezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............................

kenji out

life is unpredictable!

2006-03-09T04:59:00.000-08:00

:) ok so it seems tat yesterday was a blast , oops srry for not bloggin yesterday

the fun dance games and cheers we had hyped me up but then the unexpected happened.........
hey! gerald is not enthu! huh those of u who noe him, u noe he is sooooo! enthu in everything, and he would be the last person expected to get "low"
ya he skipped the house gatherings n sat in the canteen, stoning?
i think it could be b'cos of the "disbandment" of the bowlin team tat he is in
( cheer up gerald!!!!!!) life is always like tat! when u are enjoying sumthing, somthing jus has to happen to spoil it one way or another.

then down to todae thurs
karissa crashed pjc!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh! ( it was "hey nice to see u back" for me la, not "ahhhh")
so i lost my bet to gerald abt her coming or crashing , ok ya the feeling of seeing a old friend comes to me (even though i am only frens wif her for 1 month +)
ok so the day goes " talk talk talk" so....... arrrrrgh! my legs were like stiff after sitting down too long. then off goes the treasure hunt n then the mass games comes, " why no treasure hunt?!"
dammit! had fun in the mass games but not as much fun in the fun dance la :0 "LOL"
the day ended good wif my purchase of pj uniform

kenji out

This feelin in me ( orientation day2)

2006-03-07T04:53:00.000-08:00

Well, it was a day of dancing, mass lecturing n cheering

okay it may sounds fun but......................................

heheh, i tell u i did not get hyped up at man, not tat the ogls are not doing their job, it is also not the orientations fault but there is tis feelin deep down inside me tat is sort of controling me not to become enthu as i wanted to be, or isit?( it is a complex feeling u can't tell exactlly wat yur feeling is )

i saw gerald during the break time he came over n told me the orientation was a "blast" for him he felt that tis second orientation was better, so gerald let me explain now, i think lah, u are a person who is capable of moving on dude! cool! nice! how i did wish i had yur ability , if and only if i had yur ability to move n i wouldn't be typing this post on my feelin now...........

so let me reason tis thing out now k?

why couldn't i move on ? because i couldn't forget, tats typical of men!
i am not sayin gerald is a emotionless guy la but then i think he finds comfort form the orentation 2 to bury his heavy feelings for the first two months :) he is more sentimental person than me la ( hey gerald if u think i am wrong heh u noe wat to do :) ). if the PAE didi not leave me wif those memories ya, i would realy look forward to o2 la, but tat isn't the case :)

there is this song entitled " These Days"

its lyrics goes: "if i could, i would freeze the moment,set aside the futrue, stay rite here rite now so time woundn't fly"

how i wished this could happen :)
anyway is there a 06s08 class blog? tell me if u have any info :)

time to move on (day 1)

2006-03-06T07:13:00.000-08:00

to tell ye the truth it wasn't the same walking into pjc tis time round todae
there are many new faces and old alike," of course it is time to start anew dude :)", i kept on tellin myself tat but i noe tat the fun of the old days are gone n i will never get it again! oh how i wished time would stop for me n let me enjoy my fill of the first two months period.

of course nobody came to jc at 6:45 one lah except for a gooon like me haizzz.........
of course i check the board and prayed for the same og with my frens but nooo......... i can't accept it ! nobody tat i noe is same og with me, except for a old friend i knew since sec1 thx dude ;)

"never mind , lets see how the day goes" i told myself

of course the talks went on and we sat there like stones stoning for around 2 to 3 hours i think ya then went for school tour, consultation, n then break, n guess wat i ask mr tay for econ's test results , hey gerald karissa, shimin n jia wei i help u guys get it first k ?

dun noe why i got tis comfortable feeling when i went to talk abt the test? wat i feel was tat tis test was like a leving exam for PAE i think, :) .

then the rest of the day the whole new JAE batch sang songs and practiced cheers, anyway i got into keller house which was one of the favorites am i rite? nvm wat we are here for is to bond as pionners so set aside that differences lah :)
then the day end early as expected hopefully and seriously i hope tat tis orientation will be blast dun dissapoint me orientation! it better be good enough for me to forget those good old days of first two months :)

kenji out

hey get to noe yur "element"

2006-03-05T06:03:00.000-08:00

yo hi blog! :)

i happen to pounce upon tis new manga which i got from my friend which shows our element stats, so might as well i post its up n share tis elment thingy wif u guys :)

ok, so basically the elements are, light , darkness, earth, fire, water , ocean, wind and lighting
the elements are determined by one's birthday,

here are the results:

light---- me (sage) , joanne,
darkness-- karissa,jocelyn, sze xin, carmen, evon
earth --- michael, soek han
wind---- kaiyu, wan qing, eric,
ocean---- jia wei,
lightning--- shimin,
fire--- gerald, min min,
water--- ida,

a thousand apologies if i missed u out :)

ok the results of each element:

light: ppl who stand up for rights! (justice)
lightning: ppl who hates to be lonely, needs companions
darknees: rebellious in nature but always champions in sumthin that they do best in :)
ocean: ppl who have great intelligence!
fire:ppl who are full of energy! very enthusastic ppl :)
earth: ppl with great endurance and they are protective of others they care for
water: ppl who excell in strategies plannings n always haf good command of difficult situations
wind: ppl who excell in checkin out stuff in investingations :)

so tats sums up watever they book is showing then, so after taking a look do u think tis is accurate? or it is jus a hoax, forgive me if u strongly oppose to tis findings, belivin this thigs is up you now :) n hey the element tat u are wif is based on ye birth day :) so dun think i am anyhow making up tis thingy or am i? :)
tagg on the board if u haf sumthing to say abt it :)

"PAE" era (part 1) my friends

2006-03-03T06:12:00.001-08:00

it has been 2 months since the start of the PAE
i would say it was indeed a wonderful time i had
not only pioneer jc's compund, food , personal were good
wat i find there at pioneer which was very valuable were the friends i made thru these 2 months

Chapter 1:: Orientation era
ok the frist batch of guyz i got to noe was og9 of Inyo clan
i can tell u guyz that Inyo og9 was cool man!!!!!
wat i was proud of my OG was that we won the treasure hunt which was damm exhaustin
out of so many OGS, i think there were aroud 25 OGs in the hunt itself
so i think i was reaLLy !!!!!!! a great achievement
some close frens i had wre jin kai, patric, jie ming, basically the guys n some gals ya haha.....
anyway........ nootka won the overall champs n ya i haf da admit that they are the most united clan which wat the OGLs wanted, so bravo! a disappointment for inyo for let us be gracious losers :)

Chapter 2:: Post orientation era
then moving on to the post orientation era
my class was :::::: tadaa!!!!! " 06S08 "
ok wat was intresting was that tis class has 7 bukit batok ppl in it which includes me, jia wei , shimin, kai yu, melissa, wenny, shelia. anyway i still haf da mix around rite? so......

ya let me begin wif my strange but intresting way for meeting my CT mr Mooi ( he is a great guy by da way, count yerself lucky to get him as yur ST or CT dude), so it started out on a monday when it was the second last day for mass lecture week which followed after the orentation, i was called up to help on tuesday at the NCC HQ for its open house so i decided to seek permission from the office for leaving the school on tuesday thus i went to the office and engaged the staff and guess wat mr Mooi was there n i did not know that he was that mr Mooi who was the CT for 06s08 man, bah so he helped me out and i got the excuse slip, then the next moring he was there were 06s08 lined up for the first time he came over aft the annouce ments
and helped me sign on the form, i was shocked dead shocked man! tis man whom i met in the office was my CT? haha....... anyway aft these two months of get to knowing him, i must say he is a damm relax man! he teaches our maths, n it is damm slack in his class man :) , n ye noe wat he was also a ex-ncc cadet, talking about conicidence

Hope i can get him as my CT again :)

then now it is down to the frends i gotta noe
for abt the first few weeks i was hanging out with "sm" n her og fren : joycelyn
she is a great pianist n a great lover for manga animations, ya n i seriously mean it, she is serious abt manga dude! phew i think i got cold sholuders from her when i think that i blurted out tat mangas are comics, srry joycelyn, :) ..... anyway she is also a great manga artist some of her works were published on M.A.G.E series. heh who knows if she might surprise me with her furture manga works? :)

another gal that i got to noe instantly was Joanne
she was here n yet she was not here, ok i mean she withdrew fron PJ very early but but i can say tat she is a damm open gal goin abt making frens and bonding with thm instantly, i must say that it was joanne that bonded me to the 06s08, anyway she is a damm creative person i must say she was the other other gal at the panio besides joycelyn in our class, phew she played numd n she said she created it out by herself the panio piece, ok bravo :)!!!!!!! yay!
talented gal! may she surprise me wif here creativity in the future.

then, aft joanne was seok han eh how to say it she hangs out wif kaiyu n jia wei n since i sat clsoe to these two gals i got to noe her la, she withdrew aft posting results, she is quite quite quiet n she stick very close to the two other gals :)

there are also many many s08 ppl i wan to mention but let me get to the ones i haf been close wif :)

CHAPTER 3: The comings of the good times (stapler Kingdom) -> "golden ages"

i haf to be honest the first few weeks in PJ wasn't easy, i ranked my socialbility at 7/10
was tat true? yes i am friendly but i am so helpless those days until i almost broke down at one point when it was so desolate and lonely for me (sad) the only consloe i ever got was being wif joanne as she was so friendly, so i got a frien but it was so shortlived, tis friendship due to her withdrawal, (sad) though i cling around shimin at times but there was not much interaction.....eh..........i think could be me? or wasit my EQ man?

neverdeless there was a twin drive in the class whom resembled joanne, he was Gerrald founder of stapler kingdom, bah actually it was a gang tat i was in wif durin this golden ages

i got to noe him in gp lesson n he was a amazin guy ?!
he is abit weird in a sense tat he is too friendly jus like joanne
he has a good command of english but a weak foundation in chinese ( hey gerrald come look fer me if ye need help in chinese :) *)
eh he is also a anime lover and a very enthusastic person
i borrow his MP3 and always listen to " one - wing-angel from ff7 AC"
eh he likes to treat ppl, actually he finds joy in doing it so if u need a treat go look fer him
he has a bottomless stomach and always indulge in eating chicken rice n malay rice
oh then he is a very good runner, i mean in stamina wise, actually he becomes more energetic while on the run! whoa! "basket" if i had his stamina 2.4 will not be a prob for me haizzzz....
and oh ! he loves bowlin but he says that his score is under 200 > nvm gerrald you can do it ! kampatei!
last but not least he is crowned king of the stapler kingdom hahaha some title shimin made up fer him as he has abundance of stapler bullets n his trusty stapler which is always in service for others n himself :)

so gerrald was the centre or rather the anchor man for this party or gang of ours :)

after the king was the Queen

N she is shimin, why queen? well dun be mistaken she has no affiliations with the stapler king as she is the "trial n error" queen :)
"trial n error", i must be kiddin, but no i am not kiddin because she always dose her homework n school work completing the questions n how she delt wif those hard questions , yes u got it by trial n error :)

anyway shimin was my former classmate in 4e2 back in bbss, she is very dilligent helpful, friendly kind and ya any kind words will match her personalitiy, :0 she is really a kind person but not niave ok, :)

i can bet tat she can achieve her target of becoming a psychology graduate tats why she insist on stayin in the jc , n ya i think she is a very brave gal, she once told me if given a chance to go to space she would go! despite the dangers she may face, if the chance was given to me i reject it down flat man! so bravo ! a couragous gal indeed.

may she become a psychologist which is wat she wanted :) and hey if ye r readin tis shimin plz gimme discount in the future for consultations ya?

last but not least in this party was karissa

her title in this kingdom? the hardworkin ACian
nah but i would prefer poka dots grandma :) (oops srry karrisa)

ya so one can guess from da "poka dots" tat she is from st.margts
ya u guessed it :)

anyway she is oldest in this party , then folled by me then gerrald then shimin
she is a foreigner in s'pore since two years ago
she is from the philippines n has a special talkin acent in her
she is in the choir but always complains tat choir practices in PJ were demanding
well not surprising, as a former choir member myself i haf da say that such practices are nt unusual ya?
but then such practices last up to 10pm!!!!!!!!! wah tats is way too much i feel

she is a very responsible person and has never missed any lessons in PJC and indeed she is very proud of that fact :)

she is a smart gal n hardworking too!!! she says that others always she her mug away in school but not many noe that she actually could not bring herself to do school work or even home work at home thus she always finishes her work up in college wah!

anothe notable thing abt her she always have sandwiches on he menu during breaktimes , ya
she says tat buyin school food is not her style thus raely buys them, she occasionally brings some traditional food stuff to college ya

she is also like the opposite of gerrald , when ever gerrald says "lets do sumthin"
karrisa would go " why r u so enthusastic?"
(actually i also would like to noe why too seriously, till now nothing has been uncovered for gerrad's enthu-ness)

even though PE was tough n has many bad expriences for her she never skips it woah! after the runs she would take 5 at the canteen before going home. :)

i haf never got to see her got very high before so may be " karrisa plz loosen up and get high for at least once! haha :)"

so these are my compaions in the golden era which i would name it as such times will not be coming back forever, it is history and can only stay as history, sad as it maybe the golden age has pass and on comes the mysterious dark age whereby everything starts anew.

guys i jus wanna say i has been a nice experience konwing u n may this friendship last til the end of time because tats what is goin to live on no matter wat (even world destruction) will not destroy tis memories n bonds as it has become part of history already :) frens 4ever n gd luck to u karrisa :) wherever u may go ;)
till we meet again! everyone! sayonara :)

gerrald
shimin
jiawei
kaiyu
joycelyn
karrisa
wan ching

above mentioned names plus me were 06s08members who attended most classes, thus 06s08 is indeed 06s08 wouldn't ye agree?